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How Disgusting
03:59
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A fragile smile that I've turned upside down
a patient love in a self induced drown
pretending that you can tolerate me still
when i never made you happy and i know i never will
cause i've been doing it wrong my whole life
and it's been so long, i'll never get it right
i know you're sad today
you were sad yesterday and i couldn't do anything
what makes you think i can today?
what makes you think i can today?
i'll spend my days on the dark side of the moon
i don't think that i'll be leaving any time soon
on the frozen dirt, untouched by the sun
i'll stay here so i can stop hurting everyone
cause the ones that i love always suffer the most
and when they've had enough, i'll disappear like a ghost
i know you're sad today
you were sad yesterday and i never did anything
what makes you think i will tomorrow?
what makes you think i will tomorrow?
maybe i gave up
i guess i gave up a long time ago
i'll hate myself forever
if that's what it will take
to make everyone around me
happy for a day
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don’t treat me like someone i’m not
and make me believe that i am all that you’ve got
erase me from the back of your head
some things were better left unsaid
you don’t remember and i can’t forget
it’s so hard to believe
in anything i see
counting down the seconds until things start to make sense to me
and i know you’re upset about why you ever left
but you and i both know there are things we need to accept
and it’s so cold, the road ahead
and no one knows what’s going on inside your head
when you spoke, my world stood still
if it can go wrong, it will
it’s so hard to believe in anything i see
counting down the seconds until things start to make sense to me
rip apart a part of me, tear every single seam
i haven’t got the courage to stand up on my own two feet
don’t tell me that you’re coming home
it helps me forget all the promises i broke
and i’m wasted, outside and alone
maybe someone should take me home
cause i’m so scared of what i don’t know
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Anaphora Moorestown, New Jersey
mike, zach, kevin, connor.
we like pastrami and animals.
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