How Disgusting

from SPLIT by Anaphora

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lyrics

A fragile smile that I've turned upside down
a patient love in a self induced drown
pretending that you can tolerate me still
when i never made you happy and i know i never will

cause i've been doing it wrong my whole life
and it's been so long, i'll never get it right

i know you're sad today
you were sad yesterday and i couldn't do anything
what makes you think i can today?
what makes you think i can today?

i'll spend my days on the dark side of the moon
i don't think that i'll be leaving any time soon
on the frozen dirt, untouched by the sun
i'll stay here so i can stop hurting everyone

cause the ones that i love always suffer the most
and when they've had enough, i'll disappear like a ghost

i know you're sad today
you were sad yesterday and i never did anything
what makes you think i will tomorrow?
what makes you think i will tomorrow?

maybe i gave up
i guess i gave up a long time ago

i'll hate myself forever
if that's what it will take
to make everyone around me
happy for a day

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from SPLIT, released December 2, 2014
vox, guitar - mike
drums, guitar - zach
bass - kev nast
ian sang in the gang vocals

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Anaphora Moorestown, New Jersey

mike, zach, kevin, connor.
we like pastrami and animals.

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